Chapter 313: Possessed
Rong Yu raised his eyes, and his eyes fell on Nan Xi's face with a bit of panic and inquiry, but he saw that Nan Xi just smiled, with no expression on her face except gentleness.
He stood up silently and reached out to untie her clothes without saying a word. His sweaty palms were cold and biting, still trembling with fear or the aftermath of the disaster. When he peeled off her clothes layer by layer, he saw the snow-white There is a circle of bluish fingerprints on the shoulder.
Rong Yu's eyes narrowed slightly, feeling distressed and remorseful, and for a moment he didn't know what to do.
"Rub it." Nan Xi saw him staring at her shoulders in a daze, knowing that he hadn't completely come out of his emotions, so she took the initiative to say, "Don't you know how to massage? Gently rub the area with the fingerprints. Just open it.”
Rong Yu silently followed the instructions, narrowing his eyes and gently rubbing the fingerprints on her shoulders.
It actually hurts a bit.
For a girl with a delicate body and a delicate body, Rong Yu's out-of-control strength was really painful and made people frown. The circle of discolored fingerprints on his fair skin could tell how much strength he exerted at that time.
However, Nan Xi didn't say anything at this time, she just let him hold it down silently, and no one said anything, until someone calmed down a little bit, his eyes with a little caution fell on her face, and she whispered: "Aren't you angry?"
"Angry?" Nan Xi looked up at him and raised her eyebrows, "What are you angry about?"
Rong Yu pursed his lips.
"Angry, you use violence against me?"
So Rong Yu's eyes fell back on the purple and green fingerprints, and his voice was full of guilt and blame: "Does it hurt?"
"It hurts a little." Nan Xi said, "But I know you didn't mean it, so it doesn't matter. I forgive you."
It wasn't intentional, so it can be forgiven.
But other things were all done intentionally... Rong Yu felt a dull pain in his heart, and felt the blood flowing in his body getting colder. His body, which had always been strong enough to withstand severe cold and heat, now felt very cold, so cold that he couldn't even stand it. My fingertips became numb.
"As for other things," Nan Xi thought for a while, "Although you said that Empress Jinghua was my previous life, two hundred years have passed since my previous life. I can't always be immersed in the memories of the past - not to mention that I don't have that. Memories of time.”
Rong Yu looked at her quietly and said in a solemn voice, "I was possessed by a demon and I haven't been able to get out."
"Then do you like the former Empress Jinghua or me now?"
Rong Yu was stunned: "You are her, and she is you."
"But our temperaments are different."
"Same." Rong Yu's voice was soft, "You are just like her. You are gentle, tolerant, kind, and strong at heart. You are considerate of others and make people feel warm. You stay away from people who don't like you and don't hold grudges against others. , broad-minded and broad-minded..."
"Rong Yu." Nan Xi laughed, "Are you talking about me? I will hold grudges. Have you forgotten how I treated Nan Yue and the others?"
"This is not about holding grudges." Rong Yu slowly shook his head, "This is the lesson they deserve. How can we repay kindness with kindness?"
Nan Xi snorted: "Okay, I guess you are right."
"The only difference between you and your previous life is that she was born in a royal family and received different rules and teachings since childhood, so she was born to be aloof and out of reach." Rong Yu whispered, "In this life, have you ever thought about it? A simpler way of life, so you are born into wealth, but you don’t have to bear too many responsibilities, so your temperament is more innocent and peaceful, but this is all you, whether you are wise, intelligent or simple and gentle, it is all you."
Nan Xi hummed: "Do you feel tired carrying so many heavy memories?"
Rong Yu was silent for a moment: "I'm used to it."
Nan Xi felt a dull pain in her heart.
It’s not that he’s not tired, it’s not that he’s not in pain, but he’s used to it. He’s used to being tired, he’s used to pain and regret, and he’s even more used to the fear and uneasiness that tortures him like maggots in his tarsal bones every moment, even if he likes someone Already by his side, even if he feels that he is already living in happiness and contentment, he is still afraid that one day his dream will be shattered, and when the truth of all the hidden things is revealed, everything he owns will be gone from him again.
This man, who is so strong in the eyes of outsiders, is as fragile as a newborn baby emotionally.
How could Nan Xi have the heart to blame him?
Even if she had restored Empress Jinghua's memory now, I'm afraid she wouldn't be able to utter a single word of condemnation against him. He couldn't bear it. Rong Yu was so fragile at this moment that it seemed like he would break if touched.
Nan Xi sighed lowly: "I still have a few questions that I don't understand."
Rong Yu looked down at her: "Ask."
"Although the dream I had was irrational, it seemed to me to be as real as what I had personally experienced. If you didn't say it was a dream, I would never doubt that it was a real occurrence. "Nan Xi said in a gentle voice, "You said that the high priest has powerful cultivation and can change destiny, but can he also control people's dreams?
Rong Yu shook his head gently: "Although that dream was fake, if it hadn't been for that dream, everything in the dream would have become reality."
Nan Xi was shocked.
"That was the scene he predicted." Rong Yu whispered, "You fell in love with another person, but that person plotted against you and betrayed you. I forced you to be trapped in the Regent's Palace. You will hate me and blame me. …”
When he said the words "hate me, blame me", his heart felt like needles pricking his heart, and his face became three points paler. "Although the final result is different from what you dreamed about, many things will indeed happen. I...can't change your attitude towards me on my own, so..."
Nan Xi put her arms around his waist and patted his back: "Okay, it's all my fault. How could I have fallen in love with such a bastard? Don't be sad, he has died in your hands." Here, it’s just a matter of revenge.”
Rong Yu was slightly shocked and looked down at the little woman in his arms, "You...you don't blame me?"
"Why are you to blame?" Nan Xi buried her voice in his heart, her voice sounded muffled, but it was exceptionally calm and gentle, making people feel at ease unconsciously, "People have to follow their truest thoughts, right? It's better to I feel more sorry for your helplessness when you deceive me. Besides, I don’t intend to separate from you or remarry. In this case, is there any point in wasting time worrying about things that have passed with you? "
Rong Yu's lips tightened, and her eyes began to heat up inexplicably.
"What's more, the high priest said that you are a possessed beast. If you leave me, you will slaughter the whole world. Therefore, even for the sake of the innocent people in the world, I should hold you firmly in my hands for a long time to come. During these days, I will take good care of your paranoid temper and won’t let you go out and do whatever you want.”
Rong Yu finally stretched out his hand and gently wrapped his arms around her slender back. His voice was as low as the dust: "Well, I asked you to treat her. You should treat her well."
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This chapter almost made me cry.