Chapter 130 Karen's Family Belief System!

Chapter 130 Karen's... family belief system!

Karen stretched out his hand and gently pressed down, signaling the old man to be quiet.

The old man stopped talking and looked at Karen silently.

He certainly knew the importance of these three basic stages of the Orthodox Church;

God's servant is a kind of purification of oneself, God's revelation is to listen to God's teachings, and God's pastor is to invite God's image into one's heart, let God guide oneself forward and illuminate the road ahead.

This is the most basic stage, but at the same time it is also an extremely important stage. It can even be said that the future and upper limit of a priest can be roughly seen at this time.

God is like your parents, helping you learn to walk and teaching you how to recognize the world again.

The changes in each stage are actually a kind of examination of one's past, because your past is clearly visible. Re-examining your past can better clarify the future.

However, the old man was shocked that the young man in front of him had just blasphemed God in front of him, so why did he start "God's pastor" again in the blink of an eye?

You are doubting God and betraying God,

How could God stay in your heart?

Or,

You have clearly doubted and betrayed God, so how can you invite God in again?

In fact, the answer is very simple;

If Karen's purification stage of becoming a servant of God is "a bit noisy", it is at least within the program framework;

Then, starting from the next divine revelation, Karen has actually embarked on a path that belongs to him and suits him.

Divine revelation only determines a goal and a direction, so the divine pastor at this time is to fill his own courage and hope.

There is a tall figure standing in front, and this feeling can really make people feel at ease, but Karen is the one standing in front of the road he is about to take;

He has no back to see, and the people behind him can only see his back.

At this moment, in Karen's consciousness, this old man appeared. The old man's body was ethereal. He was not alive, nor was he a clone, and he was not a puppet. He was surrounded by a white luster, or in other words, it was actually composed of this luster.

Pu'er, Kevin and Alfred had carefully checked the house and found nothing unusual;

Because this old man is really just a piece of thought left behind, the former owner of the house read and thought here, and this book house left traces of his thoughts;

So, if you don't consider that this "old man" will lead you astray, he is actually harmless, because he has no ability to do anything.

Pu'er's figure emerged in Karen's consciousness.

The black cat stood there, obviously with black hair, but deep in the black, it seemed to hide a dark red, like a flame that was suppressed to the extreme.

Pu'er is the inheritor of the fire attribute of the Allen family's belief system, and this color is not surprising.

Then, the golden hair appeared in Karen's consciousness;

The golden hair also stood there, exuding a soft milky white luster and a black shadow on its body. The two are not mutually exclusive and opposed, but are constantly blending, sometimes completely merging together, and sometimes gradually separating. After being separated for a long time, they merged again. Both sides did not seem to want to fight, but found the most suitable posture for each other.

Then,

Alfred's figure appeared in Karen's consciousness. There was a red glow in Alfred's eyes, but there was a faint purple thread flowing on his body, extending all the way to his feet, and then extending out of his feet, all the way to Karen's "sight", and connected to Karen.

Karen clearly felt the belief and worship from Alfred for himself.

As the admired one, Karen also felt very strange about this phenomenon, because even he himself could not imagine how Alfred did it!

At the moment, Karen felt that he was a dot, spreading out of his vision step by step, re-examining those people he had contacted.

In fact, these are all them in his memory. These lusters and colors did not exist before. In fact, they have always existed. At least at the moment when Karen saw them for the last time, they did exist, but he could not see them at that time.

Just like a motto;

When you are very young, when you can read, you can read it, you can understand it, at least you think you understand it.

But when you grow up and read this sentence again, you will feel different;

When you are an adult, when you are middle-aged, when you are old, when you have experienced some things, when you have gone through wind and rain, every time you read this sentence, you will have different feelings and feedback.

This motto has not changed a word in all these years, but you have changed.

Life is often compared to a road, so people will subconsciously substitute the road of life into a street they have walked in reality, with all kinds of people and trees with mottled light and shadow on both sides.

In reality, when you stop, the road will also stop, but on the road of life, when you stop, you will be surprised to find that the road under your feet is moving on its own regardless of your will and your behavior.

Karen, sitting on the chair, raised his hand and gently kneaded his eyebrows. His expression was not painful, but very devoted.

The feeling of thinking and discovery brought by this self-examination is actually very comfortable, even a little fascinating.

He saw Eunice, Borg, Judia, and everyone in Allen Manor;

He saw the white light on Miss Bertha, who had a lot of similarities with the old man in front of him;

He saw Little John, and there was a red shadow lingering around his heart, which was the source of his pollution;

He saw Mr. Pavaro, and there was a very pure black flowing on the bald and unkempt middle-aged man.

He saw Mr. Hofen and Ms. Molly,

But only,

Karen did not go to see his grandfather.

It's not that he can't, but he doesn't want to;

Deep in his heart, Karen wants to keep the best memories of his grandfather, and then wait until that day comes, when he returns home, sees him with his own eyes, and then wakes him up.

Because Dis is not a point in his memory, but a part of his past memory.

...

From the old man's perspective, Karen's body was constantly emitting black mist, which turned into a black liquid-like existence and then re-entered Karen's body during the rolling. This was a cycle.

But the problem was that this cycle lasted too long.

Just like Mr. Bed's feelings when Karen was inspired by God last time, the old man was now also surprised by Karen's "thickness". What kind of terrible accumulation could continue until now without any intention of stopping?

Pu'er once gave Karen a very "receiving the breath of the earth" analogy. When everyone scored 100 points, for Karen, it was just because the paper only scored 100 points;

The accumulation far exceeded that of ordinary people, and it would definitely produce an extraordinary presentation at a special moment.

And Karen himself was already somewhat accustomed to this feeling.

He continued to select that person from his past memories to examine, and constantly explore those special points that he had seen but could not find before.

This opportunity is rare. Just like for ordinary priests, the only chance to receive true teachings from God is probably when God inspires them. The self-examination of the priest can only play the best effect during this period.

Finally,

Karen finished examining his memory, but he still felt unsatisfied. The fundamental reason for his unsatisfied feeling is that he still has spare energy.

…

Is it over? Is it finally over?

The old man sighed in his heart;

What kind of person did he sell the house to?

Unfortunately, his existence is limited to this study, and even limited to "contact" with Karen. In the eyes of others, he actually does not exist at all, even in his own perspective in reality.

"I can only hope that I, who have sold the house, will come back to take a look." The old man thought to himself.

Hmm?

What is this?

The old man saw a figure behind Karen. This figure was just an image. She would not emit any substantial breath, but anyone who saw her could detect it.

This is a woman;

The old man finally understood: "He is observing... examining his guide?"

Now Karen is like a person who has finished a work and is still not satisfied, so he starts to read its extra chapters.

Seeking some special connections, and then re-examining and understanding them.

The guide is such a relationship. In reality, the priest who baptizes ordinary babies is also included in this category. In the church circle, it refers to the person who leads you into this circle, and specifically the person who leads you to complete the purification.

There is no doubt that Karen's guide is Pu'er, or... Pall Allen.

The image behind him began to become clearer. This woman wore a black wide-brimmed hat, a red dress, magic boots inlaid with gems, and a purple magic wand in her hand.

Huh...

The old man let out a long sigh.

He could feel that this was a very powerful existence. Her existence could almost be regarded as the pinnacle of the family's belief system to some extent;

Because behind this woman, there was a ball of netherworld fire that was constantly swaying. The existence that could control the netherworld fire had already reached a terrifying level of mastery over the power of fire.

The old man stood up from his chair and saluted the image of the woman. This was a kind of respect.

Although she looked very young...but on the path of cultivation, the levels were not divided by age. Of course, the old man felt that the woman in front of him was not necessarily younger than himself, and might be much older than himself.

What the old man didn't know was that the real body of this powerful woman in front of him was now lying on the bed in the bedroom opposite and snoring. The cat's mouth smacked from time to time, and the cat's whiskers moved, as if it had dreamed of eating squirrel fish.

From Karen's perspective,

he saw a different picture.

In this picture, he seemed to be a painter, painting a portrait of a noble being in front of him. She was sitting on a chair, sometimes a noble lady, sometimes a proud black cat;

This made him, as a painter, sweat profusely, and he could only continue to paint with trepidation.

As he painted,

Karen found that the floor beneath his feet had turned into magma. This terrible, rolling, devouring and burning breath was like a sudden burst of volcanic ash, which not only blocked his eyes, ears, nose and mouth, but also annihilated his consciousness and senses.

He began to scratch his eyes and dig his ears, hoping to be able to see and hear;

In the dark, he had a feeling that there should be some special power that was guarding against and preventing his "scrutiny", of course, it could also be called "peeping".

His eyes could not see anything, but he heard a woman's extremely proud and dissatisfied voice in his ears.

"Alas, why should I believe in you, ancestor, I really didn't expect that your achievements were so limited. If I had known earlier, I would have found a church to believe in, which would have been better than me being so young but having no room for improvement.

What's the point of such a life;

Ha,

I might as well be a cat."

The voice stopped abruptly when he heard it.

Just when Karen thought it was over,

Suddenly,

a ray of light exploded, directly dispelling all the obstacles in front of him, and letting the light completely envelope him.

At this moment, Karen was like a moth attached to a light bulb, somewhat confused and somewhat embarrassed.

The old man saw a halo appear behind Karen, and immediately opened his mouth wide:

"He...he...he is a believer of the God of Light?"

The old man placed his hands on his chest,

and said very sincerely:

"Praise the light."

The appearance of light was not unexpected. Pu'er was indeed Karen's guide, but the "holy weapon" used by Pu'er was the finger of the God of Light.

Not long after, the light dissipated, and so did Pu'er's image.

Karen had some signs of mental overdraft;

The old man also got up from the ground, and his eyes looking at Karen became softer. Although he was a heretic, although he spoke without thinking, and although he had various shortcomings, he was one of us.

However, it should be over.

Not only the old man felt this way, but Karen himself also felt this way.

He could feel that his "scrutiny" had been going on for a long time, and he had seen many scenery that he had never noticed before, so now he could end it, and then he could have a good sleep.

So, Karen took the initiative to end the process of "divine pastoralism", and this process also ended with Karen's will.

However, when he wanted to wake up and open his eyes, he found that he couldn't do it at all.

An invisible force was suppressing his reaction of opening his eyes and getting up. This force did not come from the outside world, but from his own body.

Divine pastoralism has ended, but "scrutiny" has not ended.

Since you have examined others, how can you miss the examination of yourself?

It can be said that divine pastoralism is a trigger, a thrown fishhook, it catches fish, and at the same time the fishing line also pulls back a large area of ​​water plants.

A gray shadow appeared in front of Karen, staring at Karen coldly.

The old man sensed a cold and terrifying breath from this shadow. What kind of existence is this?

Even though the old man was not an ordinary remnant of light, he still could not connect the gray figure in front of him with the "evil god", because the existence of the evil god was too mysterious and too far away.

But Karen's body was indeed transformed by the evil god;

This was originally the body that the evil god intended to use after the transformation, but it was squeezed out by Karen and could only become a dog.

Finally,

Ranedar's figure disappeared, and his appearance seemed to be just to prove that he had been here.

In the doghouse in the bedroom opposite, the golden retriever turned over and continued to sleep soundly, not knowing that in the study opposite, his image was pulled out again and whipped a wave of corpses.

The old man was already a little sluggish, because he was originally a thought imprint, so these consecutive scenes made his thoughts begin to be slightly distorted;

He now felt that the real self who sold the house should never go home to see, because he didn't know what kind of end the real self would end up after encountering this unfathomable young man in front of him.

But,

This is not the end...

Well, the old man is no longer surprised, and even feels that it is reasonable. OK, OK, continue, continue.

Karen's divine pastor gave up asking God to come, and chose to replace himself in the place where God was originally placed in his heart.

This is not a simple difference between idealism and materialism, nor is it a simple difference between "praising" and "ridiculing" God;

It does not mean that insisting on materialism can get preferential treatment, nor does it mean that blindly criticizing God can get God's special care;

Subjective consciousness that is separated from the basis of reality has lost its meaning.

It is like a rich man saying that he doesn't care about money, and a street beggar saying that he doesn't care about money, giving people a completely different feeling;

After all, even if the beggar imitates the rich man's tone and says that he doesn't care about money, he can't become as rich as the rich man.

For example, Karen,

dares to use dialectical methods to prove the way of God, and at the same time can step by step from God's servant to God's revelation, and then from God's revelation to divine pastor, the essence is that he has long been qualified to stand on this road.

This world has never lacked thinkers, nor has it lacked doubters, nor has it lacked truly smart people;

But the problem is,

None of them have as good conditions as Karen.

Just like now,

Something flowing in his blood began to appear.

Behind Karen,

An old man appeared. He was very old, but his back was very straight.

When Dis used the blood sacrifice ritual to extract the spirituality from the descendants of Immelais, it also meant that Karen was the only retainer of the Immelais bloodline;

It can even be understood this way irresponsibly,

The grandfather and grandson of the Immelais family can be called a new beginning, a new beginning formed after weeding out weeds and impurities, and cutting off the relationship with the church.

Probably, in this world, only this pair of grandfather and grandson can do such a thing.

The old man from the bright remnant fell back on his chair,

If the previous scenes only distorted his ideological imprint,

So,

The picture that was unfolding in front of him could almost be said to have subverted his cognition.

because,

He actually learned from a priest who had just become a divine priest.

Saw:

"Family belief system!"