Chapter 556 My Name

Alcohol, gas burning, the flame will be quiet.

The crackling sound is only made when the wood is burning.

"Hello? May I help you?"

Ten seconds later, Chen Ge saw that there was still no one on the phone, so he tentatively asked.

The wine bottle fell, as if something had spilled out, and the fire intensified.

"Hello! Is anyone there?"

The call was connected, indicating that there must be someone standing near the phone at this time.

"Could it be a fire?! Are you okay? Please tell me your location immediately!"

Chen Ge became nervous and shouted loudly.

The fire was still burning, and there was another voice mixed with the rising flames.

"Can I talk to you for a while?"

His voice is nice, but hoarse.

"Okay, I'm fine now." Chen Ge was worried that the other party had been silent, as long as he could communicate, he would be able to get useful information: "Then what do you want to talk about?"

After a long time, he replied: "I don't know."

He spoke slowly, as if he had been thinking.

Chen Ge heard that the other party's tone was wrong, so he didn't dare to speak casually, for fear of irritating the other party.

"Shall we think of something fun?"

"There are many happy things, everyone is very happy, I know I should also be very happy, but I just can't be happy."

"Relax, how about we make some good memories?"

"Remember?" The man was silent again, but the voice from the flames on the phone became more and more clear: "When I was young, my parents often quarreled for the sake of living."

Hearing the first sentence, Chen Ge felt wrong. This was not a good memory. He wanted to interrupt the other party, but the man on the phone didn't mean to stop at all.

"My mother was very strict with me,

I hope my child will become a dragon, and I have always been a very good child, a little shy and not talkative. "

"When I was in elementary school, I was pretty good at studying, but I only got a certificate of three good students once in six years."

"When I was in junior high school, my English was very poor and my grades were average. In the third grade of junior high school, my mother found me an English teacher for one-on-one tutoring. After school, I still had to go to class. At 9:30 in the evening, it was already 10 o'clock when I got home. .”

"The teacher taught very well. When I was recruited, I got more than 90 points in the English test. Although I was not good at mathematics and Chinese, my overall score was still in the top ten of the class. It seems that I got 560 points in the test. More than ten points."

"This score can be reported to all high schools except the city's No. 1 high school."

"Actually, I don't understand why you should label the child at that time."

"City No. 1 High School is the best high school. I have a difference of more than 20 points. If I want to go to No. 1 High School, I have to pay an extra 18,000 yuan in tuition."

"My parents' monthly salary is more than 4,000 yuan. In order to give me a better starting point, they paid this extra money and let me go to Yigao."

"Am I grateful?"

"I don't know, maybe I didn't want to be ashamed. I worked so hard in the first three months. I was worried that I would be exposed, and that others would know that you didn't come in by your own strength. You are a guy who came through the back door. "

"In fact, others don't care too much about it. Maybe I'm a very proud person in my bones, or maybe I don't want to be different from them."

"In the entrance examination, my grades were at the top of the middle. This made me secretly happy, and I started to work harder."

"But during the midterm exam, my grades slipped to the lower middle."

"I can't find the reason. It may be that there is a problem with the learning method, or it may be that I haven't worked hard enough."

"Let's fight."

"When the results of the final exam came out, the ranking dropped again and fell to the bottom of the car."

"A person with excellent grades has become a poor student. His identity has changed, but there is still a process of psychological adaptation."

"When you start to adapt psychologically, you change from a student to a poor student."

"I'm rather strange. I'm the kind of poor student who has strong self-esteem and is very proud at the same time."

"When I was studying arts and science, I met someone I liked. It's hard to describe the feeling. I was very happy when I saw it."

"She is the kind of student who is very good at studying, and she is also very hardworking. She always goes to the classroom very early in the morning."

"The key to our classroom is in the hands of the monitor. I wake up very early every morning, just to jump out of the window and help her open the door before the monitor comes to open the door."

"There are many similar things. When she went to the cafeteria to eat at noon, I would stand in the corridor with an English book and recite vocabulary. I wanted to wait for her to come back and watch her walk from the cafeteria into the teaching building."

"I'm ashamed to say that I memorized the vocabulary for a semester, and only scored more than 30 points in the final English test."

"The academic performance is getting worse and worse, and it is stable in the bottom ten. In the third year of high school, when everyone is desperate and desperate, my hobbies are reading and writing."

"Read all kinds of extracurricular books, online articles, magazines, all science fiction and suspense novels at home and abroad."

"When I read a lot, a world will appear in my mind, a world I imagined. It was also at that time that I established an author account on the Internet for the first time and tried to write things."

"With more than a hundred days before the college entrance examination, several comrades in the night market were concerned one after another, while I still stepped on the surveillance camera and slipped out to code."

"During the 100-day swearing-in meeting, the school leader was mobilizing on the stage. I looked at him and thought about my favorite books and authors. I want to be like them. To shape a world, let many People like it."

"After the college entrance examination, there are two ways to interpret these four words."

"One is that the exam is over, and the other is that I am finished."

"I only passed the junior college's score line. Compared with those who are not satisfied after taking one exam and are planning to repeat it, I decided to seize this last opportunity to express my love."

"It's true, I still didn't say anything, and saw the girl I liked with the squad leader."

"I went to get a bald head. As the only college student in a key class of a key high school in the city, I must have my own demeanor and be calm."

"I don't plan to contact them anymore, maybe because people with stronger self-esteem don't like others to sympathize with them."

"To be a poor student, you also need a poor student with dreams."

"After I went to college, writing essays became everything, and I planned to produce a mythical work that combines all the elements of ancient and modern China and foreign countries."

"I have read a lot of books, know a little about everything, and submit what I write to the website."

"At that time when the first signing was signed, more than 300,000 words were put on the shelves, and no one read it."

"Later, I contributed to some messy stuff, and they didn't want it."

"In the second semester of my junior year, some students started to get busy with their undergraduate studies, taking the teacher qualification certificate test, etc., so I went to a place farthest from home for an internship."

"My father's factory closed down, and the boss was sentenced to ten years in prison for illegally raising funds. My mother's salary is only less than 2,000 yuan in the family."

"Go out for an internship. The place farthest from home has the highest salary, and you can still see the sea."

"Thirty-three people from our school went to this company for internships. Because they are working on the front line, the temperature in the workshop is over 40 degrees, and they are often exposed to copper mud and kerosene. After one month, there are only 16 people left."

"I was later transferred to another department due to professional reasons. The daily work is not easy, but within an acceptable range."

"Slowly becoming more and more proficient, the leader also felt that although the child was not talkative, he was down-to-earth and serious, and then he became a regular in advance."

"I work eight hours a day and take one day off a week. After getting used to this kind of life, I began to reflect on myself. Do I want to work here for the rest of my life? As a worker in the new era, how can I have no ideals?"

"I started writing again. I went to work for eight hours and went back at night to write 4,000 words. No one read it, no one liked it, and no one scolded me. 4,000 words."

"If you don't write, nothing will change. Although it is very tiring to write, at least I like to write."

"Maybe God will really favor those who work hard, and there are very few readers of the article, but the girl I liked in high school suddenly contacted me on WeChat."

"When I was a sophomore, I heard another male classmate say that she had broken up with the monitor, but I was obsessed with writing my own mythology, science fiction and suspense novels, so I didn't care."

"We started to keep in touch after that. I went to see her during my annual leave and wandered around their school."

"The difference between junior college and university is only one word, so I think the difference is not that big, but later she read both masters and doctorates, and the difference is quite a distance of four words."

"I forgot what day I confessed to, and I don't know what I said at the time, but it was inappropriate anyway."

"It's not too uncomfortable."

"Later, I continued to work and code by myself, and finally got this book to the shelves."

"No one reads it. The monthly manuscript fee is more than 600 yuan, of which 600 yuan is the attendance bonus."

"Later I searched my own books and found many pirated websites. I was so angry that I reported and complained. I tried my best and finally added the QQ number left by the person on the pirated website."

"There are readers' comments in that place, which is more lively than my original book review area. After I added that person, I told him to ask him to take my book off the shelf immediately, otherwise I will use various means to defend my rights."

"He ignored me."

"I looked for other piracy websites and found that there were many QQ accounts of the same person, so I reasoned with him."

"I still don't reply. In the end, I am a poor student who is so proud in my bones, and I am asking for help for the first time."

"I, the genuine author, told the person who opened the pirated website, I don't ask you to take it off the shelf, don't update it with me, wait until three days after my genuine chapter is published, can you update it? If you If you disagree, one day is fine? I beg you."

"I still posted a post in the comment section of the pirated version, saying that I only have a full attendance of 600 a month. If you like it, please support the genuine version."

"Someone from below responded to me, saying that I sold miserably, that I was an idiot, that I was poisoned to death after reading what I wrote, and said that some great god cares about these things, so there are so many things in the street."

"The person who opened the pirated website didn't reply to me, and I didn't reply to those pirated readers. After exiting the browser, I continued to write today's 4,000 words."

"With 4,000 words a day and continuous updates for a month, there is only 600 yuan for full attendance. This 600 is the reward for all my efforts."

"About a week later, I made a mistake when opening the polishing machine, and the tooling flew out and hit my hand."

"In the middle finger of the right hand, the bone is broken, and only two layers of skin remain."

"What happened at two o'clock in the afternoon, after eight o'clock in the evening, I will go back to the dormitory."

"Turn on the computer, write today's 4,000 words with seven fingers, 4,000 words a day, and keep updating this month to get the perfect attendance award."

"I wrote more than 3,000 words until 1:30 in the evening, and then my whole body suddenly collapsed, lying on the keyboard and crying like a dog."

"What the hell am I doing?"

"Later, when I was on vacation, I went back to my hometown. The girl wanted to treat me to dinner, and then I went to dinner and watched a movie."

"The movie I watched that day was Big Fish and Begonia. After seeing the male lead Qiu sacrifice his life for the heroine, the heroine Chun is still with Kun."

"I seemed to see myself, and everything was let go."

"I put the gift I carefully prepared on the overpass and squatted on the road until midnight. People who come and go will probably think this guy is strange."

"After returning home, I went back to Zhuhai the next day."

"Work, coding, what supported me at that time, I didn't even know what it was."

"Later, I wrote a new book, and after half a year, God finally didn't treat those who worked hard badly. I lived the happiest period of time."

"I met a female reader who was five years younger than me."

"At that time, she was at school and I was at work, across half of China."

"When I went to find her for the first time, the typhoon came, and the plane couldn't take off, and it was delayed for a long time."

"Coincidentally, this typhoon hasn't left yet, and another typhoon is about to make landfall. These are all true."

"At the time she told me that if I didn't arrive that day, we wouldn't be together."

"The most coincidental thing happened. During the short period between the two typhoons, the plane took off."

"This should be my first time in love."

"Everything we do between us is a first for me."

"Holding hands for the first time, going to the aquarium for the first time, going to an amusement park for the first time, passing by the door of a haunted house for the first time, taking the subway for the first time, kissing for the first time..."

"I, a straight man made of titanium alloy, has caused her to worry a lot, and I have also concealed many of my shortcomings from her, such as fingers that can still be seen after correction, such as education, and books that boast about myself."

"Later, I wrote another supernatural novel, which completely became popular, and I felt that God really wouldn't treat a hardworking person badly."

"During those days, it was as if it would shine, and all the hardships were rewarding, and the dreams were all within reach."

"I seem to have seen the 100-day swearing-in meeting in high school, the underachiever who stood the most inconspicuous in the crowd was saying thank you to me."

"Thank you for not giving up. Finally, one day, you stood together with those authors you once liked."

"This is the happiest time, but the happy time is always short."

"In the circle, one of the most powerful newcomers will be selected every year. I thought my grades were guaranteed, but I encountered a brush."

"My book has absolutely led the way, and I paid a total of more than 400,000 yuan in red envelopes to earn this honor."

"Of the 400,000 yuan, more than 100,000 yuan was sent by book friends spontaneously, and the other 300,000 yuan was paid by myself. I sold the old house at home."

"In that month, I have thought about it. If my book is blocked by the report, I will find that brush, kill him, and then set fire to burn everything including myself."

"Fortunately, the book was not sealed, but after earning this honor, I suddenly felt that the world darkened."

"It should be a very happy thing, but I can't laugh."

"Everyone is happy, but I am working hard to smile."

"Dreams come true, but something seems to be wrong with me."

"When communicating with people, I feel that the other person's mouth is expanding, like a black hole, and I will suck myself in."

"The people I like and the people close to me will refuse the care they give me."

"There must be something wrong."

The sound of the flame burning on the phone was getting louder and louder. It seemed that something like a wardrobe had been pushed down. The man's voice gradually became farther away. Chen Ge only heard his last words.

"This fire is burning so big..."