One Thousand and Sixty-Three Let Go, I Can't Do It! (I)
The next moment, he suddenly turned her over while she was struggling. His tall body covered her.
Shu Nian was extremely scared, afraid that Ye Yan would use force on him. He has always been used to being careless!
Her whole body tensed up, and her fingers pulled the sheets underneath her into a ball.
But, the next moment...
Not as rough and arrogant as I imagined. The neck felt hot, and what was burned was a man's kiss...
This kiss was lingering, gentle, with strong affection and pity, but also seemed to have a little helplessness and pain. Shu Nian could feel it. His heart was sore and his eyes were sore. Hot tears fell from the corners of his eyes...
The man's fiery palms brushed across her smooth and silky skin, and with a flick of his long fingers, he lifted off her bra. The shirt was taken off easily and thrown aside.
The cool feeling spread instantly. Shu Nian turned around and met Ye Yan's eyes filled with astonishing desire. She suddenly panicked, "Ye Yan, don't act recklessly..."
On the white bed sheets, her waterfall-like long hair fell down to her waist. There are traces of it, coupled with her broken expression at the moment, making her look even more pitiful and pitiful, making people sink and unable to extricate themselves.
Ye Yan felt that he had been drowning in the deep sea of love for a long time and had nowhere to escape.
Shu Nian was trembling violently, and the mist on her eyelashes was gathering more and more. She was afraid of being treated roughly again. However, the next moment, she only felt the man's long fingers gently passing over her neck.
He lifted her soft long hair from behind, and kissed her hot lips all the way down from her neck, kissing her beautiful butterfly bones and slender waist...
She bit her lower lip stubbornly, refusing to let herself hum. Ye Yan kissed her from the back to the front. This time, he painfully kissed her lips.
As if he knew that she would reject him if she was stubborn, his lips did not stay for a long time. Instead, he touched them lightly and then moved away, moving down his flat belly...
"Ye Yan, don't..." He called softly, trying to stop him.
Even though he didn't want to indulge in this lust, Shu Nian still felt like his whole body was being melted. She vaguely knew what Ye Yan wanted to do and wanted to back away. However, all the strength in her body seemed to have melted into his kiss. All she had left was a fragile and inaudible sound of rejection, but she was so unconfident. .
"Every year,
I can't let you go...never! "He sighed, *****
Hmm~
Shu Nian took a breath and pinched the sheets with his fingers, almost breaking them. She couldn't help but raise her head and moan, because the pleasure was so intense that she couldn't resist it, and because Ye Yan was trying to please her.
She knew that with his pride and arrogance, why would he do this to please a woman?
"Every year, let me love you well..."
Ye Yan murmured in a low voice.
It was the first time Ye Yan coaxed a woman like this, and it was the first time he was so afraid of a woman withdrawing from his life. However, at this moment, he also knew so clearly...he couldn't control her anymore...
His Shu Nian...the only woman he wanted to marry would, from tonight on, go further and further in his life...
Even if he tried every means to keep her by his side, she would never want him again...
She is so stubborn, so clear about love and hate, hates evil as much as hatred, and yet so ruthless and rational...
Thinking of this, Ye Yan's eyes turned red and he let out a deep breath. His chest was still painful, as if he was pressed against a huge boulder. He knelt down and picked her up, letting her hook her legs around his waist. Don't care about her rejection*****
Hmm~
Shu Nian bit his finger and turned his moan into a muffled groan.
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I don't know how much time passed, but Shu Nian was lying on the big bed, looking miserable.
Outside, the rain started to fall harder and harder. Drops of rain hit the pane, making a muffled sound, which sounded sad and melancholy.
Shu Nian tentatively moved his body. After so long, he still felt weak.
"Does it... hurt you?" came a hoarse voice, and it took a long time for Shu Nian's distracted eyes to finally regain focus. He glanced over with a blind eye, and what caught his eyes were Ye Yan's dark and painful eyes. The eyes that were originally shining with stars now became dim and unclear.
Shu Nian's chest also felt a sharp pain. The pain was as if someone had torn apart the bones and put them back together again. It was painful.
Why...why him?
The sharp pain in her chest made her unwilling to think about it any more, so she lifted the quilt and slowly sat up.
Ye Yan sat on the sofa and did not move. He could only hear his heavy breathing, which was particularly depressed and depressed. There was only one dim lamp in the room, covering the two people who were both a little embarrassed.
Shu Nian staggered to the bathroom.
When passing him, Ye Yan suddenly raised his hand and took her hand.
"Shun Nian..." His voice was hoarse.
The palm of my hand was so cold that it seemed like there was no warmth at all. Just like her at this moment...
Shu Nian's body was shaking violently.
"...Let me calm down, okay?" Shu Nian didn't look at her, his tone was still unsteady, like a thin wisp of smoke floating in the air. The last two words, 'Are you okay?' were almost pleading, with a crying tone, which was clearly audible and heartbreaking.
After the breakup, he was in pain, but she was not feeling any better. After all, this man had entered her heart and was engraved in her bones and blood. If she wanted to cruelly remove him, it would only make her heart gouge out.
Both sides were hurt, that's all.
However, the more trust and love she had, the more she could not accept such an unbearable fact.