Chapter 72 If You Leave, I Won’t Live Alone (I)

Although Shang Shiyu couldn't let go of Tang Wei, she wanted to stay by his side every second, but she didn't want to cause any trouble to him or the doctor.

So, in the afternoon, when he started doing drug chemotherapy on the hospital bed, she left the hospital.

"Why don't you want your sister-in-law to stay with you here?" Tang Song chatted with him casually as he pushed him to get X-rays. "Actually, she is much stronger than you think. And, with her here, maybe you It won’t be as uncomfortable as last time.”

Tang Wei smiled bitterly, "She vomited badly during chemotherapy last time. I didn't want to scare her."

Tang Song said: "I will try to slow down the drip this time. If the pain is uncomfortable, just tell me in time."

"Okay." Tang Wei nodded.

In fact, the greatest pain in illness never comes from physical torture, but from inner suffering and the despair of a uncertain future.

Also, the pain of loved ones around me.

He had hidden this from Shang Shang because he didn't want this despair and heartache to spread to her world. However, she finally found out.

Shang Shiyu left the hospital and went to the TV station to submit his resignation. After all, no employer would agree to taking a leave that takes too long.

When she was packing things on the table, Ning Mu circled around her, "Shiyu, what's wrong with you? Did something happen? Didn't they say that they would be transferred to Miancheng after the year? Why did they suddenly resign? "

"I won't go back to Miancheng for the time being." Shang Shiyu sighed, "I will stay in Jucheng from now on and won't go anywhere."

She was going to stay by his side, no matter if he was good or bad.

"Why did you suddenly change your mind?"

Shang Shiyu shook his head, not knowing where to start. But before leaving, she and Ning Mu promised that she would definitely return to AV and this column group in the future. When the time comes that the superiors don't want her, she will pester Tang Wei. Tang Wei will always let her come back!

Thinking of him, she felt distressed and miserable. She held the heavy storage box and sat in the taxi, looking desolately at the bleak winter scenery outside the window.

I really want to know if he is doing well now while undergoing chemotherapy.

It must be very painful! She had long noticed that there was a black and blue patch on his arm, which was shocking. That should have been left over from his previous treatment.

Thinking of all these things, the tip of her nose felt sore. Once that distressed feeling comes out, you can't hold it back. She didn't dare to shed tears in front of him for fear of affecting his mood. As a result, now sitting in a taxi in front of a strange driver, she couldn't hold back her tears.

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Shang Shiyu finished taking a shower at home and packed some clothes casually.

Instead of being transferred to the hospital immediately, she went to a tattoo shop. When I came out of the store, it was already a few hours later. It was getting very late and it was already 7pm.

She hurried back to the hospital.

Many people from the Tang family were in the lounge of the ward. This time, Shang Shiyu was led by Tang Song and the old man and greeted them one by one. Every young man in the Tang family is dazzlingly beautiful. One of them looks almost the same as Tang Wei, but their temperaments are completely different. When Tang Wei was as gentle as jade, he was as cold as ice; when Tang Dynasty was not restrained and modest, he was unruly and wild. She knew that he was Tang Wei's younger brother, and Tang Wei's survival depended entirely on him.

"You have a lot of brothers and sisters. I'm afraid we might get confused next time we meet." After the people left, Shang Shiyu muttered to Tang Song in a somewhat distressed manner in the quiet lounge.

"I haven't acknowledged everything yet." Tang Song said: "There is also my eldest brother Tang Yu, our seventh brother Youyou, our youngest Feifei..."

"Didn't they come?"

"Lao Qi comes here often, and I haven't met you. As for my eldest brother, he is abroad and rarely comes back. Feifei used to be in Jucheng, but he was picked up by his eldest brother recently."

Shang Shiyu nodded and smiled dryly, "It's a bit complicated."

She looked towards the ward, her mind already flying inside, "Can I go in and see your fourth brother?"

"He just finished chemotherapy. He is very tired now and may have fallen asleep."

Shang Shiyu opened the door, glanced through the crack in the door, and asked, "...how is he doing today?"

"It's okay. It's not as strong as before." At least I didn't vomit.

Tang and Song tried their best to speak lightly, but Shang Shiyu always felt heavy when listening to it.

Tang Song did not stay in the ward for long, but left after telling the nurse to pay attention to Tang Wei's body temperature.

Shang Shiyu sat beside his bed. He had just finished chemotherapy, and every part of his body was in severe pain. He would rather sleep, but the medicine contained stimulants, and he was tired but not sleepy.

"Are you back?" He slowly opened his eyelids and spoke to her.

"Well." Shang Shiyu held his hand and spoke to him, his voice gentler than ever. "If you are too tired, just take a good rest. I will be by your side."

"Have you taken a shower? It smells so good." Tang Wei sighed with a smile. As he spoke, he closed his eyes and sniffed gently. The fragrant fragrance was refreshing, making him feel that the pain in his body was not that serious.

Shang Shiyu noticed that the moment he closed his eyes, his eyelashes fluttered, and a few eyelashes fell on his pale face.

She felt a pain in her chest, "Don't open your eyes yet."

"What's wrong?"

She leaned over and carefully picked up a few eyelashes from his face. Throwing it into the trash can, he shook his head and said, "It's okay."

Tang Wei opened his eyes, saw her red eye circles, smiled, and comforted her, "The hair on your body will be damaged during chemotherapy. But it doesn't matter, it will recover in the future..."

"Yes. All." Shang Shiyu nodded heavily, smiled and took a deep breath, swallowing the bitterness in his heart.

"I have lost a lot of hair. Will it be ugly?"

"No!" She shook her head immediately and kissed his slender fingers, "You are the most beautiful person I have ever seen."

She continued, "In the future, when you are old, your hair is all white, and your teeth are all gone, you will still be the most beautiful."

She was obviously smiling, but her eyes were crystal clear.

Tang Wei reluctantly pulled his lips. Will he get old one day? He himself didn't know if he could hold on.

Time passed slowly.

The two of them talked softly, and the caregivers on the side never made a sound to disturb them. Later, Tang Wei finally fell asleep slowly. However, he slept very unsteadily, and the pain in his body did not ease. In the end, he just fell asleep slowly in pain.

Shang Shiyu sat there, looking at him like this, in addition to heartache, he was full of frustration and self-blame.

She had never felt so useless as she was at this moment before!

When he was in such unbearable pain, she could only watch helplessly, unable to do anything for him, let alone bear it for him, even a little bit! She would rather all this pain was inflicted on herself!