Chapter 4147 I Can’t Help Myself

Li Zhongci couldn't help feeling pity, stepped forward and patted her back gently, whispering: "Sister, please stop crying."

Jin Lu trembled slightly, avoided his hand, and sobbed: "If brother Zhong Ci doesn't want me, then... don't provoke me again. What's the point of this."

"Sister Jin, I..." Li Zhongci sighed, "How do you understand the pain in my heart."

"I understand brother Zhongci's heart."

"Sister Jin, I also understand your heart, but after all, we are not destined to be together."

Jin Lu cried louder, and her thin shoulders kept shaking.

Li Zhongci whispered: "Don't cry, my heart will be broken by your crying."

"I would rather die of a broken heart than be like this... My reputation and my life belong to brother Zhongci. Everyone knows that I want to marry brother Zhongci. Now brother Zhongci doesn't want me. What should I do? Will I be ridiculed by everyone in the world?"

Li Zhongci felt extremely guilty: "It's not that I don't want you, it's just..."

"Stop talking, I understand. You can't help it, you are forced to do nothing." Jin Lu sobbed, "If you want to blame it, it's just that I have a miserable life and can't stay with brother Zhong Ci forever. In this life, I just He is a miserable man. He cannot be compared with a princess of noble status. Brother Zhongci, my life is miserable, but at least you can still live happily. In this way, I will be satisfied."

Her plaintive voice made Li Zhongci feel even more guilty.

What's more, he, a majestic man, could not bear to let a weak woman bear the harm.

Li Zhongci was touched and sad at the same time: "Sister Jin, it's all my fault. I knew that I was marrying a princess, but I dared to agree to your affairs privately. Now His Majesty is furious, and our affairs must never be done. Understand."

After hearing this, Jin Lu felt her heart become cold and thousands of arrows pierced her heart.

She couldn't hold it back anymore and cried loudly: "I, I understand that it is my own life that is suffering, and I don't blame anyone..."

Li Zhongci whispered: "With Sister Jin's appearance, she doesn't have to worry about finding a husband. It's better than being a concubine with me."

Jin Lu said nothing, covering her face and crying for a long time.

It wasn't until she slowly stopped that she sobbed and said, "Brother Zhong Ci said this, which stabbed me in the heart again. My brother and I have been together since childhood, playing together, eating together, and our relationship has always been stronger than others. . Could it be that this feeling, in the eyes of brother Zhong Ci, can be changed and disappeared at will? "

"No, that's not what I meant."

"I love brother Zhongci, and I just want to be his wife. Even if I am a concubine, I will admit it. You can abandon me and don't want me. But you can't push me to other men!" Jin Lu cried loudly. He said, "Brother Zhong Ci, I have always considered you a confidant, but now I have misjudged you! I never want to see you again!"

She ran away crying.

"Sister Jin!" Li Zhongci hurriedly caught up, "Where are you going? Wait for me!"

"Don't follow me. I will die alone, and you don't have to worry about it. You can stay with your princess, so why bother about my life or death!"

Li Zhongci was worried that she would not be able to think about it anymore, and he would not give up. He chased her with all his strength, grabbed her, and gasped: "Sister Jin, what do you want from me? Alas, I am really in a terrible dilemma."

Jin Lu cried: "I shouldn't make things difficult for you. If I die, I will be clean. No one will be angry and no one will make things difficult. There is a lake here, so I will jump in and finish it off!"