Chapter 4148 Bullying Orphans and Widows

She shook off Li Zhongci's hand. Li Zhongci was afraid that she would really jump and would not dare to do anything.

He held on tightly and refused to let go, shouting: "Sister Jin, don't be like this, please, sister Jin, don't be impulsive!"

"Just let me die, why are you holding me back? Even if you stop me now, I won't be able to survive in the future!" Jin Lu struggled and cried.

The movement here has attracted the attention of the servants.

He probed his head, not daring to step forward.

Li Zhongci was angry and anxious, and shouted: "You are all dead people, why don't you come over here and stop Miss Jin!"

The maids rushed over in a hurry, one hugged her waist, the other pulled her arm, and stopped her forcefully.

Seeing so many people coming, Jin Lu knew that there was no point in making a fuss anymore, so she calmed down and let the maid take her back. However, after walking for a while, she turned back to look at Li Zhongci, her eyes filled with resentment and sadness.

When Li Zhongci saw her living and dying for him like this, it was obvious that he loved her to the core. He would be lying if he said he wasn't moved.

But thinking of the emperor's wrath, no matter how guilty and moved he was, he could no longer accept it.

Otherwise, not only will he suffer, but the entire Li family will suffer as well.

He looked at Jin Lu's back and murmured to himself: "Sister Jin, I can't help you in this life. If there is an afterlife, I will definitely make it up to you."

…

Jin Lu was sent to the house by the maid, and she sat blankly at the table, crying silently.

The maid was afraid that something would happen to her and she would not be able to take the responsibility, so she hurried to find Aunt Jin.

When Aunt Jin came, she hugged her and cried.

"My son, you have a hard life. It's all your mother's fault. Your mother shouldn't let you have such thoughts..."

"Mom, what should I do?" Jin Lu burst into tears, "Everyone else knows that I am going to marry brother Zhong Ci, but now brother Zhong Ci doesn't want me. How can I live?"

"You must not stop thinking about it. If you have any shortcomings, how can you live as a mother?"

"Mom, why am I so unlucky and miserable?"

Mother and daughter hugged each other and cried.

Jinlu always had the will to die.

The fact that she was looking for life and death for Li Zhongci had long been spread out.

Most of Kyoto knew that she adored her cousin to the point of madness. She was a good lady and was willing to be a concubine and was willing to die.

Her reputation has been ruined now. Let's talk about other marriages. How can any good family be willing to have her?

Jin Lu's mood at this time, apart from collapse and sadness, was despair.

She was so desperate that she completely lost her desire to live.

Aunt Jin is the only daughter she has, and it breaks her heart to see her like this.

"My dear daughter, believe me. Mom will definitely find a better family for you, and it will definitely not be worse than the Li family. Don't let your mind wander, okay?" Aunt Jin kept crying, "Don't scare me anymore, mom." After raising you for so many years, you can’t torture me!”

Jin Lu stood up and knelt down in front of her: "Mom, my daughter is not filial and cannot fulfill her filial piety. If there is an afterlife, I will definitely give you a red envelope to repay your kindness in raising her."

Aunt Jin was heartbroken and cried when she saw her being so determined.

The whole night, she didn't dare to leave even half a step, for fear that one wrong look would lead to her committing suicide.

After dawn, Aunt Jin thought about it and ran to Mrs. Li to ask her for an idea.

There was nothing Mrs. Li could do.

The two sisters had a big quarrel and broke up.

After Aunt Jin came back, she became more and more angry.

She got angry and finally sneered: "Okay, are they all here to bully us orphans and widowed mothers?"