Chapter 1053: Ruyi Has an Empty Tomb, but Good Luck Has Nothing
Watching the plane taking off in front of him, Su Bai's eyes seemed a little wandering. Yingying'er left. She only stayed here for one day and stayed with him for one day. Su Bai himself was a little confused. Maybe, now there is another choice or something called Another one may be in front of him, but he seems to have no strength and no idea to grab it.
I already have someone else in my heart, and I can't tolerate you anymore.
Perhaps, this sentence is the most suitable for Su Bai now. People often say to put down hatred and look forward, but most of them are just helpless actions. If there is a chance, if there is confidence, if it is possible, only if you are happy with your grudges, can you It is the life that everyone longs for.
He had made great ambitions and vowed to kill his so-called parents countless times. Now, it was impossible for him to take any other wrong path.
The plane had already gone away. Su Bai stood up and clapped his hands.
This farewell,
Maybe forever.
Looking back, the Chengdu Plain is so neat and orderly. This world, the buildings here, the humanities here, and the life here will all be far away from me in the near future.
I don’t know if I will ever come back one day.
There is some melancholy in my heart, but it is not very heavy.
He lit a cigarette, took a heavy drag, rubbed it with his fingers, and then put out the cigarette butt.
This state of mind is not suitable for me, especially when I will face a real life-or-death situation in the near future.
The success of the enlightenment only makes you qualified to get close to the chessboard. Whether you can sit down is still unknown, so you don't have to think about whether you can beat that person.
When we returned to the small temple, it was already afternoon. The monk had achieved enlightenment. Su Bai had sensed it when he was in Chengdu, but the monk became more and more restrained. This aura of enlightenment was really too weak, and he probably couldn’t leave Sichuan. .
The monk prepared the vegetarian meal and made some snacks. Just as Su Bai came back, everyone started eating.
It’s not considered lunch or dinner.
It's purely that everyone will go their separate ways again and let's have a meal for now.
The monk wants to travel throughout Southeast Asia and go to those temples to collect faith. The Buddha wants to go back to his temple to prepare some things. The fat man has no intention of leaving, but two of the four of them are already leaving, which can be regarded as a semi-disbanded group. .
The meal was very peaceful, even the fat man who usually liked to yell didn't talk much. After the meal, the monk left with a package, like an ascetic.
Buddha also left a little later. He said that he would go back to the temple to find some scriptures. If he wanted to use demons to prove the Tao, he had to make some preparations.
The fat man's soul and physical body were merged into one, but he still sat in front of the statue of Sanqing.
The little guy fell asleep, Ji Xiang was watching beside him,
Ruyi will accompany you in front of Fugui's tombstone on the hillside as always,
It's a bit cold this night.
Su Bai was sitting alone on the steps at the entrance of the small temple.
The moon and stars are sparse, but it is extremely lonely.
Today seems to be a day of farewell, everyone is leaving, everyone is leaving,
But some of them will be seen again, and some may never be seen again.
Su Bai didn't feel much pain in his heart. His experience as a guardian of the Place of Enlightenment taught him how to endure loneliness. This little bit of cold wind would not make him feel cold.
However, this day was indeed not that pleasant.
In the distance, there was a little light, as if someone was walking on the hillside at night and holding a torch, because the light was constantly swaying. This was definitely not the light of a car light or a flashlight.
Then, the light began to get closer and closer, and became clearer and clearer.
Someone is holding a torch and coming from the horizon.
It is very elegant and otherworldly. Although there is no actor to scatter flowers and play music, the stars in the sky become his back.
Su Bai didn't seem to recognize this person, but he was walking towards here.
This is a man, a man over fifty years old. He looks a little old, and his figure is a little stooped. This is not pretending, nor is it affectation. This is his truest and most essential state.
After getting closer,
Su Bai suddenly realized,
Recognized,
It's him.
"Let's see you." The other party held two bottles of white wine in his hand and sat down on the steps next to Su Bai naturally.
One bottle per person,
fair enough.
"I didn't know you were the one who became enlightened." Su Bai smiled and lamented that fate plays tricks on people. These days, some people from the East and the West have testified. Of course, Su Bai didn't pay much attention to these things.
"Do you mean by what you said, that I died long ago when I was a senior?" The old man also laughed, "It is true that my life is not as exciting as yours, nor is it as thrilling as yours, but I am finally getting better step by step. I have come out, and now I have attained enlightenment, so I have no regrets.”
"Perhaps you are the radio's favorite listener."
Su Bai took a sip of wine. The alcohol content was very high.
"No, I'm not, especially now." The old man shook his head, "After all, I still owe you a thank you."
"You let me go last time, but we were already even." Su Bai replied.
"Haha." The old man took a sip of wine, "My son is terminally ill."
Su Bai was stunned for a moment,
Some don’t understand,
"What's wrong?"
I'm not asking about terminal illness, because there is a big brother's biological father, terminal illness is nothing, and now broadcasting no longer recruits experiencers, so there is no problem if the big brother takes action himself.
Su Bai's question is, why is this a problem?
"I didn't want to save him." The old man looked a little depressed. "Last time, you saved him at the explosion site. In fact, he should have died long ago, right?"
"What the hell... happened."
“If I hadn’t been there, he might have died three times recently.
A car accident, an accident during fire brigade training, and an almost accidental poisoning. "
"Do you think this is not a coincidence?" Su Bai leaned back slightly, "Can you be a bit promising? I used to be afraid of the radio and dare not save my son, but now I am afraid of those illusory things."
"Is broadcasting supreme?" the old man suddenly asked.
Su Bai was stunned for a moment,
Shake his head,
road:
"Not necessarily, because it still has rules. Because of the rules, it can exist for so long. In other words, it will also die."
"That's right, there is something broader and more ethereal than broadcasting. In my opinion, the rules of broadcasting are nothing more than stealing the destiny and rules of a world or a period of time in this world for one's own use.
But nowadays, you also know the state of broadcasting. It is handing over something, and it is preparing to go to that world.
Therefore, the cycle of birth, old age, illness and death, and the cycle of cause and effect, has resumed its most essential operation.
Broadcasting is nothing more than the predecessor of the cause and effect, much, much higher than us.
He couldn't be saved, and he didn't want to be saved. Every time I saved him, his next accident became more terrifying and frightening. Fortunately, my grandson was born last year. "
Su Bai chuckled, "You are really pedantic."
"People have to learn to be humble." The old man took another sip of wine. "Of course, you also have to learn to be free and easy. My son still has half a year left. I want to be by his side to see him off before I go to that world. I want to see him go with my own eyes.
I would rather do this than have him suffer other tortures after I leave this world. "
"If you have an opportunity in front of you, you always have to fight for it." Su Bai disagreed with the old man's attitude, "My choice will be different from yours."
"You are different from me." The old man turned his head and looked at the small temple behind him, "So, of course everyone's choice will be different."
The conversation fell into silence,
For half an hour,
There was only the sound of the two men drinking from time to time, and they didn't have much conversation.
"You also have a son." The old man suddenly asked, "What are you going to do?"
"I plan to take him to that world with me." Su Bai answered without hesitation. Perhaps, in the past, Su Bai would have been confused and hesitant, but when he became enlightened, many of his thoughts had actually been understood. , including how to treat yourself and how to treat the people around you.
"Aren't you just as selfish?" The old man was obviously a little disappointed with Su Bai's answer.
"He is a part of me, and I am a part of him. I will let him choose, but he will definitely go with me. From the moment I adopted him, it was actually destined to be like this one day."
Su Bai stood up and threw away the empty wine bottle in his hand.
"Haha." The old man smiled, "See you on the train next time."
"See you on the train."
The old man also threw away the bottle and slowly left, his figure beginning to disappear into the distant sky.
Everyone has his own reluctance and his own ties, because for this world, you are born and raised in this world. This is not a journey, not going abroad, not going to the Antarctic or the North Pole, but leaving this world plane.
and,
It's very possible that he won't be able to come back.
Su Bai felt that this old man was a bit unkind. He felt uncomfortable, and then came all the way to come to him for a drink. As a result, he made his already not very good mood even worse.
Junk emotions are indeed more likely to be contagious.
After returning to the small temple and entering the bedroom, Ji Xiang raised his head and saw Su Bai walking in.
The little guy is still sleeping soundly and soundly.
He has always been carefree, watching cartoons and playing with building blocks every day. Perhaps, this is the simple life he wants.
"I will take Yuxuan to another world." Su Bai said this to Jixiang. Jixiang had always taken care of the little guy, so Su Bai felt it was necessary to inform Jixiang of his decision.
However, Jixiang didn't have the expected anger. He didn't even scream. He just silently lowered his head and looked at the little guy beside him.
Su Bai saw the black cat's eyes for the first time, and there seemed to be tears shining in them.
Perhaps the reason why Jixiang doesn’t struggle, resist, or get angry is,
It's because it also knows that even if Su Bai doesn't take the little guy with him, the little guy will be determined to go with Su Bai.
The black cat felt very depressed.
because,
After a while,
I wish I had an empty tomb,
Good luck is nothing.