Chapter 708 Why Have You Become a Coward?

Instead of taking a taxi back, Su Bai chose to walk. Although it was quite far from Lao Fang's house, it seemed to make no difference to Su Bai now whether he could go home or not.

Every time he came back from the outside or from the story world, Su Bai always subconsciously wanted to go home, and also looked forward to opening the entrance door and seeing the little guy staggering on his little feet and throwing himself into his arms. .

For a long time, the little guy has been the last soft place in Su Bai's heart, but now that place has been shoveled away. Because of his perverted willpower, Su Bai did not go crazy and hysterical, but it made him He became a little numb.

Being numb to others is also numb to yourself.

But fortunately, Su Bai knew one thing, and that was the current goal, which was to become stronger, stronger, and stronger again. As for the rest, it didn't matter.

Just like this incident in the cemetery park. In fact, if it wasn't related to his own fixed thinking, his first reaction would definitely be to suspect that Xie Zhen, who was present at the time, had something to do with this incident. However, Su Bai himself felt a little strange the most. What's strange is that when I discovered the crux of the problem and proved that my guess was correct, I didn't have the same urge for revenge that arose in my heart as before.

Even Xie Zhen is an advanced listener,

But he deceived himself and hurt Xun'er and Chu Zhao,

In the past, I must have come to seek revenge at this time, but now, I am still taking a walk.

Damn, I actually still have time to take a walk.

Yes, Xie Zhen was promoted to a high-level audience earlier than him. Even in a one-on-one situation, Su Bai didn't have much confidence that he could defeat Xie Zhen. What's more, behind Xie Zhen, there is another person who almost lives and eats with him. boss.

But the key to Su Bai's thinking is not here, but rather,

It seems that after experiencing some things, I have undergone a change that is somewhat unfamiliar to me.

In the past, when I encountered this kind of thing, I should have ignored each other and "hurt each other". It didn't matter whether you were a high-level audience, whether there was a mistress behind you, who you loved...

But this time, I had been looking for it for a long time and had been brewing for a long time. It seemed that I no longer had the urge, nor did I have the fierceness to lift the table.

Yes,

It's numb,

Too numb to look like.

As he walked, Su Bai's mood became more and more depressed. People living in this world will always change due to changes in the surrounding environment. If you want to survive better, you have to learn to adapt to local conditions.

In the past, Su Bai was too lazy to learn and always lived by himself.

Now I don’t know when I learned it.

And Su Bai hated himself very much, at least, he hated himself at this moment.

Su Bai really hated himself in the short period of time from the time he dialed Xie's phone number to the present, because he believed that he shouldn't be like this, and he shouldn't be like this.

Maybe it's because there are too many sufferings in life.

Su Bai walked to a bridge. Under the bridge was an artificial river. In today's era when the tombs are being speculated for every inch of land, the requirements for the tombs are naturally getting higher and higher. The cemetery area here is from a certain angle. From a practical point of view, it can be regarded as an artificial transformation into a situation close to mountains and rivers.

The bridge deck is not very high from the river, the river is very clear, and there are Magnolia grandiflora blooming on the bank. Even from a distance, you can still smell a touch of fragrance.

His own figure was reflected in the river, a little blurry, and also appeared a little distorted as the water rippled.

Su Bai put his hands on the railing and looked at himself on the river. At this time, when he looked at himself, he really looked like himself on the river.

strangeness,

ugly.

Slowly, I sat down against the railing, and the smell of moisture in the air became stronger and stronger. It was summer, and it would naturally rain more and more frequently.

A hand was woven through his hair, and his purple hair looked a little lonely at this time, similar to the sad magazine pictures that were popular seven or eight years ago.

For the first time, he felt strange to himself. Su Bai really didn't like this feeling, and he knew that he was completely carefree now, but he was becoming less and less like before. Own.

The monk, the fat man, the Buddha, and many people who knew him in the past all said that he was mentally ill, including the reason why he established a killing club in the past. He could not control his impulse to kill.

But now, have I recovered from my illness?

Taking a deep breath, he exhaled it heavily. He raised his head and saw that the sky was completely dark. The depressing atmosphere can often inspire something hidden in people's hearts, but Su Bai didn't even think of standing up now. He was like a child huddled under the corner, helpless but helpless.

Su Bai thought about a lot of things, including his own birth, his youth, and his experience after becoming an audience. People will always change without knowing it. Some things he likes to hear and see, while others are... Even I feel uncomfortable or even unable to stand it.

"Tick tock...tick tock..."

Rain fell from the sky sparsely, not heavily, just drizzle.

The cell phone rang at this moment. Su Bai took it out and looked at it. It was Chu Zhao.

"Hello." Su Bai answered the phone.

"Hey, Dabai, is that really a scam?" Chu Zhao's side was probably open to the public, and Xun'er was probably listening.

scam?

The so-called other girl was a scam, and what Xie Zhen did was also a scam.

"Yes." Su Bai responded.

"Do you know who set up the trap?" Chu Zhao continued hesitantly, "Is someone targeting me and Xun'er? Dabai, it's not convenient for you to help us. If you can, Xun'er and I want to be ourselves Go figure it out.”

Obviously, after becoming low-level listeners, both Xun'er and Chu Zhao have learned more about the taboos of listeners and the rules of broadcasting. Chu Zhao is no longer the decadent person who drunkenly came to his door to ask for explanations. The police.

Su Bai didn't know how to answer, because the matter was very clear. This scam, Xun'er and Chu Zhao, was just a hook, or a reason, or even an initial experiment. The real goal of the other party was actually He Su Bai himself.

Moreover, Xun'er and Chu Zhao were completely different from each other, not even including the boss.

"I know." Su Bai replied.

"Can you tell us?" Chu Zhao's tone when talking to Su Bai now became more and more cautious.

"You can't solve it."

There was silence on the other end of the phone. Obviously, neither Xun'er nor Chu Zhao knew how to answer this question, but Xun'er was smarter and said directly to the side, "Dabai, is this person targeting you?"

Indeed, such an exquisite design was only used to deal with her and Chu Zhao, which felt like a cannon hitting mosquitoes. As Su Bai was among the parties involved in this matter, many things were actually easy to analyze.

"Yes." Su Bai admitted.

"Then where are you now?" Xun'er asked worriedly.

"I'm sitting on the bridge." Su Bai looked around and replied.

"Um?"

There was a sound of surprise on the other end of the phone. It seemed that both of them were very surprised by Su Bai's current behavior.

Su Bai naturally heard the surprise in it. He leaned his head back, and the back of his head rested on the cement block of the bridge, which felt cold to the touch.

"Then you, don't be impulsive." Xun'er reminded.

"Yeah." Su Bai licked his lips.

"I'm dead. Chu Zhao and I can be discharged from the hospital and go home to recuperate tomorrow. You don't have to pick us up. We can take care of ourselves."

"good."

Xun'er hung up the phone. Su Bai was holding the phone in his hand, and his face was slightly moist. Of course it couldn't be tears, but rain.

Soon, the vibrating sound of the phone broke the silence again.

This time, it was the monk’s call,

It seems that I haven't contacted the monk for a long time. When I came back this time, the monk went to Nantong.

"Monk." Su Bai answered the phone.

"Dabai, the poor monk is back, where are you?"

"Here in Xishan Cemetery." Su Bai replied.

"Go there to see the scenery?" the monk asked.

"No, I just got fooled, and now I'm thinking about it." Su Bai chuckled.

"You were deceived, are you still reflecting?" The monk was greatly surprised. Gyatso should also be next to the monk. Both of them should be in the living room now, because Su Bai heard the sound of the TV in the living room from the other end of the phone. .

"Yeah, I'm thinking about it."

"You can actually reflect on it." The monk seemed to hear the slight disappointment in Su Bai's tone, but he still said, "Shouldn't we just go back and take revenge?"

"Am I that irritable?" Su Bai asked.

"Haha." The monk smiled and continued, "Are you the audience?"

"Well, senior listener, there is a higher one behind you."

"Then forget it." The monk advised, "It won't be too late to settle some accounts later. I'll cook tonight. You can come back after your walk."

"Okay, I also miss your vegetarian meal."

Su Bai stood up, waited for the other end to hang up, and then put the phone into his pocket, but after thinking about it, Su Bai took it out again.

The phone was turned over in the palm of his hand, and then, Su Bai continued to look at the river below,

My reflection on the river became blurrier and uglier due to the rain.

Suddenly, Su Bai thought of a person, a friend he had only met once, a child.

Yes, how could I forget about him?

Turn around and look around,

"You should be around here."

"Nonsense, of course I'm here."

A boy's head popped up from under the river and looked at Su Bai who was standing on the bridge.

"My dad works here. I usually stay here except at school. Someone is causing trouble here. How could I not know?"

"Oh." Su Bai responded.

The little boy tilted his head slightly and looked at Su Bai,

road,

"Why have you become a coward?"