Chapter 380: Golden Words

Everything has a cause and effect, and it cannot be explained by simple right or wrong.

When Rong Yu heard what she said, he felt even more guilty. He used to only focus on doing what he wanted to do, as if all his efforts were to achieve the final goal. He never thought about whether such a thing was right or wrong, and whether it was right or wrong for Nan Xi. Is it fair?

He didn't have the time or energy to think about it.

He was trapped too deeply by his obsession, and all his emotions and memories were intertwined, which bound him to many thoughts that he shouldn't have and didn't dare to think about. He only knew how to walk step by step in the direction he set, without ever having any doubts.

But now, he noticed the complicated thoughts hidden under Nan Xi's increasingly silent expression. Seeing that she was still gentle and generous even though she was obviously not happy, he felt that he was being too selfish for a moment.

However, what was most unforgivable to him was that even if he knew that she was unhappy, he seemed to be unable to stop the development of things. She had already sat on the throne and already knew the truth hidden in his heart.

Just like she once asked herself over and over again, what exactly did she like about her? When did you start falling in love with her?

Now that the answer is in front of her, most of the truth has been revealed. She already knows all the stories of her past and present lives. She only needs to retrieve those long-lasting memories, and she will understand the relationship between Empress Jinghua and Rong Huaijin in her past life. A love entanglement that lasted for fourteen years but was not perfect.

If it ends here, Rong Yu will be unwilling to do so, and the hidden secrets of the story that have not yet been revealed will become a thorn in their hearts for the rest of their lives.

Both of them will be hurt by this thorn.

Rong Yu is familiar with the past, so he will love Nan Xi as always, but he is afraid that Nan Xi will get bored under the torment of this thorn, become alienated from him, and gradually alienate him.

He didn't dare to take such a risk, and he couldn't afford it.

If he loses her again, he won't know the meaning of his life in this world. He can't bear the pain of losing her. It's such heart-piercing torture and suffering that it can make him suffocate.

He never wants to bear it again in this life or the next life.

So I can only use her kindness and gentleness, her tolerance and affection for him, to force those memories on her bit by bit, and forcefully trap her around her, trap her on the throne of the country, and even trap her. In the dual memories of Dan Shu and Nan Xi, they locked her up with the responsibility of all the people in the world, forcing her to find her original love and love for him, making her unable to let go of the ties between her past and present lives, and...

"But I'm still not happy." Nan Xi spoke calmly, interrupting Rong Yu's thoughts of hesitation and self-loathing, "Girls always have some small emotions, although I don't know that I am unhappy. No matter what, but in the days to come, you’d better tolerate my unhappiness and petulance.”

Rong Yu slowly raised his eyes and stared at Nan Xiyun's slightly displeased expression. His tense heartstrings seemed to relax all of a sudden. He pursed his lips gently and hummed in a subtle way. .

Then, as if he was afraid that his response would not be sincere enough, he whispered: "I will listen to you in everything."

The corners of Nan Xi's lips raised slightly, and her voice was neither salty nor bland: "Do you dare not listen?"

Rong Yu quickly shook his head: "I don't dare."

Nan Xi was really tired and didn't want to continue talking to him. She stretched out her hand and pulled the quilt to cover the two of them. She said in a calm tone: "I'm very tired from this day and a half. When your injuries are completely healed, I'd better compensate you in full." I."

When Rong Yu heard this, he finally couldn't help but stretched out his hands to wrap her in his arms. However, the position he was lying on was not very convenient. Nan Xi reached out and patted his paws away: "Be honest."

Rong Yu stared at her face with nostalgia, the emotion in his eyes was so strong that it made people feel distressed: "Xi'er."

"Um?"

"Rong Huaijin loves Dan Shu, and Rong Yu loves Nan Xi." He said softly, "Rong Huaijin's love is humility and surrender. Rong Yu and Nan Xi are a legitimate couple."

Nan Xi was silent for a moment: "Well, in this life, we have finally resolved the regrets between Rong Huaijin and Empress Jinghua."

Rong Yu felt a pain in his heart.

Pity?

For them, that life was more than just a regret, it was the deepest and most painful wound in their hearts.

But compared to those, Nan Xi's words made him feel ashamed.

Rong Yu endured the pain in his body and hugged her tightly in the end, burying his head on the side of her neck: "I will still be your minister in this life."

Nan Xi said nothing and stared down at him for a while, then slowly stretched out her hand to touch the top of his head with a hint of comfort and tolerance.

"Go to sleep."

Most of the night has passed, and it will be daybreak if I don't sleep.

Yin Yue stayed outside the palace until the two masters finally decided to go to sleep, then went in and turned off the lights, leaving only a palace lantern emitting a faint glow.

The bowl of decoction that Rong Yu drank had ingredients that could help him sleep. He was seriously injured and was in severe pain. Chu Nanyi specially told him to mix some sleep-aid ingredients into the Qingling decoction so that Rong Yu could have a good rest for a few days.

Coupled with the fact that his beloved woman was by his side, he relieved his burden and fell asleep naturally.

In order to let them sleep a little longer, Yin Yue covered the window curtains tightly. When the sun rose high the next morning, no light shone into the inner hall at all.

On the campus far away from the palace, Northern Xinjiang Prince Duanmuyu and Situ Xuanjue beside him expressed their strong dissatisfaction in front of Dongling ministers and complained about Dongling's lack of hospitality. However, such dissatisfaction did not reach the Queen. In the bedroom, Xie Jin, Xuanyuan Yao, Xuanyuan Qi and Chu Hongyi were enough to shut them up.

However, there are some things that do need to be consulted by Her Majesty.

"Your Majesty." Qingling stood in the outer hall and respectfully asked Nanxi for her opinion, "Do we really need to add two taels of coptis to today's soup?"

As soon as this was said, the inner and outer halls fell silent at the same time.

Yinyue and Yinshuang stood silently in the corner, while the other palace servants who were busy with their duties paused slightly and continued to do what they were supposed to do.

Just make sure that your movements are light enough so as not to disturb the two masters in the inner hall.

"I am already the emperor, am I not?" Nanxi's voice came from the inner hall, light and without any special emotional fluctuations, "How can the emperor's words be false?"

When she said this, she was looking at Rongyu who had just opened his eyes. The four looked at each other, and the atmosphere was warm and subtle for a while.

Qingling got a definite answer, respectfully accepted the order and withdrew, and began to boil medicine for the delicate regent.

Nan Xi raised an eyebrow at someone slowly and calmly: "Add two liang of coptis root to clear away heat and detoxify. What do you think?"

Rong Yu had no intention of resisting and was extremely obedient: "I will listen to your majesty."